free time and past entries (part 6)

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*******February 19*****

February 19, 2011

12:38PM

307-Makiling dorm

What the hell was Rudi’s problem yesterday?

First, he just told me annoyingly that I forgot everything. Instead of checking the samples and seeing and analyzing what happened, he just came, banter and ask me to about how the samples were collected. May god, it was months ago. And I could really recall that it was planted in the germination trays. And its just that Via and Kuya Benny couldn’t remember the how the samples we’re collected. HOW THE FUCKING SHOULD I KNOW?

My points were:

1.       They were the one who got the samples, they should really know how it was collected and where;

2.       I already said that it is in Bay 6, and it was MOST PROBABLY collected in the trays because I made it that way for efficiency reasons and;

3.       Via is the one who made the wrapping and kuya benny the collection.

But the truth being said, he was still an amassed of pure annoyance and rudeness.  He said it and meant it. But Mama said everything that happened in life has a reason.  And what I can do is receive everything with a grain of salt.  I did eventually. Rudi has point if you think about it thoroughly. I am scientist. Most, I am an assistant scientist. In order for me to be effective in my job and especially since I am also going to pursue graduate studies later, I have to have a good memory.  And I am working my way to go there by setting a 100% focus so that I could recall the gist and write everything as much as I can so I could supply the details for the gist that I could recall.

Setting that aside. I am really happy last night in the annual UPLB febfair. Of course, I was again a pure mass of energy and childish splendor. Even as I am recalling it, I could help but to grin and relish the utmost bliss I had night forgone.  What happened last night also gave me the final realization and first-hand experience about another lesson I life.  It is your choice if you want to be happy and not alone.  I am a lone wolf, and I couldn’t deny that most of the time I am more than happy to exist alone. But it wouldn’t hurt to interact with other souls I this world. You’ll be experiencing other stuff than what you could just have and do alone. And wouldn’t it be greater and grander scale on things?!  I could even become someone better and be a little like closer to Rizal. I will be and I will nourish this positive outlook from now on.