Anxiety

I am having my anxiety attacks again. I wanted to smoke but Kuya Jeff , Chichi, Lot, Moni, Kuya Rico, are not comfortable seeing me smoking a cigarette.

I feel so weak and awkward facing these problems. I am a man for crying out loud! But I could not stop my self from getting depressed over so many things.

It was the same like what happened in when I was in college. I know I can do things, but there always an anxiety attack at monents when I have to shove my ass to the center light.

I’ve got to focus right?

Shit. My chest is heavy again.

Please, someone please give me a hand against this.

I am scared....