Good person

I don't what happend, but ever since the Kapatiran sharing that I was fortunate enough to listen to (with Kuya Jeff), I became a bit more...good. The sermon there was like a cherry on top of Kuya Jeff's zealous guidance towards my personal salvation. Now don't get me wrong. I am not aspiring to become a saint or a blessed one but it really it did something with my life. It was a prominent cliche as herd with those "who have seen the light".

My perspective took a slight curve. My actions now bespoke of such chance. I seldom attend the mass now without a whole attention span and "heart". I perform my duties whole heartedly nowadays and I always dedicate it to the good of the humanity and also to glorify the magnifince of God. I no longer hate people and despise them for a very titilllating surge of melodrama that are often than not, LAME. At most times I feel at ease and calm with my iiner self, that when a person annoys me, I could easily control and chastise my self for such an improper attitude and even look at his/her "angle".

I am really amazed at my self at times that it makes me scared; Afraid that it may be the abominable effect of this sect's "methods", which later will make me leave the my " home" that I was born to and have uplifted all these years.

It may just be a paranoia, or simply a work of the devil. But I seldom care about such things as the days pass by. Besides, no matter what it may seem and what it really is for, I am just happy that I am turning out as this "good person". A good person that will not be liked by all and will be ridiculed and scorned. A good person that I can be proud of, and even HIM as well...

For this blog entry, I was supposed to entitle this "Holy" but I dare not due to a feeling of being unworthy and this gash of filth irking my sense of such a self proclamation. And not to mention that I also don't want to sound like a maniac and defintely not a religous fanatic. I just want to sound as my self with out the expounded lighting aura and heavenly ensemble. :D