I spoke to my mom today for the very first time about the girl I am having deep feelings for.
It was a short conversation, mostly questions concerning about her and her family,
and of course I aid everything I know since this is the first time. And during that conversation, I realized that I know so little of her. I just know of her name and birthday. I also know her father and brother. And the only personal thing I know is how she dislike somethings and how cute she is when she talks while arranging her glasses. She is back in Korea and I couldn't do anything since she is so busy and Korea is so far. Both of us nowdays are busy chasing our own dreams so I couldn't talk to her that often. But I did leave my personal number to her (though I pray that she will contact me one of this days)
At that time, I wasn't even aware of my feelings but only thought of how to make her forget that bad ass guy she feel madly in love with. After she left and a few skype sessions (plus YM), then there I realized that I have feeling for her :)
So nowdays, everytime I do something, since the world and year ended last month, I give everything I got to be someone special. Do everything with my heart on it as much as possible so that I could reach her in a faster rate.
And maybe one of this days, I am thinking of even following her to Korea even though everything will be a gamble.
So until that day comes, I will send her messages (that doesn't bug her of course) and stuff to show my great affection.
So Fighting!!!!
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