I couldn't think of how to start  with this entry simply because I have to much to say (which is always the case) but I think the best would be from the start and one each only.

I have been abroad much of October and November that I now suddenly feel myself somewhat out of place.
I never knew that there was  chickflick about two cute stars that I admire (yes. I also have a cheezy side of mehhh). Plus I didn't even knew that my cousin was pregnant and also gave birth already.But the biggest blow was  that I wouldn't see Jini this week when I go back to IRRI; and to think that I don't even have a candid nor a zany pic with her! Hahah. Seriously how dumb can I get! Hahahaha. I feel really sad since the one of the two people I really trust in our dog-eat-dog system will be gone. I mean no matter how I look at it. No matter if I kept on telling my self that I will meet someone new. No matte if I seeing other people, Jini won't be around anymore.

And that's the end of the line.