T-T

I wanted to go to Japan to study... but unfortunately I can't since I was denied in my last application...it feels bad knowing that some people get chances like this without even really trying.

I am happy that from time to time, I hear that the people I know are leaving to study in a scholarship abroad. But I want to be frank. After hearing that and be happy for them for a short time, all I can say is :

FUCK YOU

Fuck all of you who get the chance without even asking for it .

Fuck all of you who get the chance without trying that hard.

Fuck all of you for being too lucky.

Fuck all of you who wouldn't give me a chance to shine.

And lastly, fuck my self for not being serious with study.

When I was just starting to know what life is.

Fuck Fuck Fuck all of it

:(