Smiling and hurdles

I managed to cross three hurdles today.

It might sound pathetic and petty but for me it was already a good start in improving my self.

I patted my back actually after all this three came to pass, leaving me in one whole solid piece.

Frankly speaking, it scared me a lot but I decided to go and hold tightly to my heart.. Take a leap of faith.

Is it au passe to say that I also managed this with the help of my friends and esp. someone up there???

1. Interact with my former lunch group-actually, I really did at one time avoided them... because they hurt me deeply with such actions that I really dislike from the moment I stepped into this world. But now, I even smiled and greeted them along the cafeteria hall. I also managed to talk to one of them while waiting for the bus.

It felt good....like a barb in my throat was completely removed.

I noticed I was smiling while I was riding the coaster.

I guess Shiongti was right. I only have one life, and I need to live it alive, as much as I can :)

2. Play defense in the football-I mean seriously, this is my first time to be placed this season in a neck to neck game against the blue team. But I really owe this one to Niisama. He talked to Head that I should be given a chance... and cut it short: And the rest was history!

Sadly,We lost the game but everyone commented that I played well and they really enjoyed watching me and playing against me since I was a good defense player. I would like to think that they see me as a worthy opponent.

Somehow that made me smile with all the compliments and new set of admirers :)

3. I talked with the new Japanese-Toughboy talked to me! I was even pitching my self on the butt but it's really true. He made a whole conversation not just plain necking salutations dude! As in ONE WHOLE CONVERSATION, COMING FROM HIM!! Gawd, I thought he was completely offed since I was part scared with all that spunk coming from him.

I felt giddy and smiled somewhat XD

Now all I need to figure is how i can do this, in my subjects :)

For a thought here is a picture in which I want anyone to understand more of the point I wanted to put across...

The COW JUMPING A HURDLE!