Monday, November 22, 2010

It has been one (working) week now

It has been five days since I sent the e-mail to the monkey and until this time no response on what so ever.
I am just think was it too difficult to comprehend or was it to offensive?

Or maybe yet,
Was it too muhc for a Dutch's ego?

Here is the letter and please tell me the truth:
Dear Aape,

Good morning.

Yesterday was a holiday in the Philippines and it gave me time to reflect and ponder about so many things in my life while staying alone for the wholeday in my dorm..
And one of the things that I thought of was the things that happened between us.

I am tired and I don't want to forever be mad at you.
So even though it was months too late, I finally decided to stop being bitter and just accept how things turned out.
I just want to continue remembering how nice and wonderful it was being beside you and having those worthwhile feelings. Even though it was short, you reciprocated the same feelings but I guess, some things are really not meant to be.
And even though you still find those memories distant, of which I am now feeling the same way; I still think that it would be good for us to meet one day and talk about how wonderful life was even after the end of our relationship.

Slowly, I am making progress with my goals;but I want to want to be honest that from time to time I am still thinking that you would come back,shout by my door and knock me off again in a blissfull limbo. But fortunately, those things happened infrequently nowadays. I even pat my back for that breakthrough.

So now all I have for you are prayers for your fast recovery. In which until now I am always doing so you could continue to smile in life. To be able to pedal yourself towards success and to run towards happiness. See you someday.

Will always be wishing for the best,
Nemo

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