Sabishii

I am really sad today. Because everything seems to be out of sync and reach for me. It felt that the fates are always against me. This is the very first time I felt so cheated and lonely. This is the first time I feel so dumb and crazy. I couldn't continue no more because it feels so terrible to be in these shoes today. My heart bleeds and my pride flickers with the strong wind. The darkness is swallowing me. I cursed the sun and it breaks my heart and so ashamed to see my mouth filled with pus, blood, and filth. I cursed the sky that showed me beauty and wonder. I screamed an acidic cry of madness. I lost sight and self....