Namae

Namae? Boku no? Hmm such a strange word it is and very ironic indeed. I cannot help myself but to think, " What did I do to my father to receive such a brand all through my life?" Sometimes, I just find humor in it. A very wicked humor that fate had place on my head. What could he be thinking when he was writing my name on the blasted certificate.? I am an illegitimate child but among his sons, I was chosen. And it was irony for them and gave them another reason to hate. But still it is just a name. A name that will always be part of me. A word that will resound me in my times of defeat and uttermost glory. A symbol that will ever be the vessel of my soul. An old page was turned a new one resurfaced form the dust. It has my name on it.